Thursday, December 14, 2006

A Dream

He stared at me with those blank eyes. And the music started. We began dancing just like in an Elementary Physical Fitness in an open-field. I didn't know the dance. He too. I just tried to follow what my classmates are doing but he was helpless.

When the music started to end, rain fell. All the others held their umbrellas and made a formation. I didn't know what to do until one of my friends shouted "Katong mga walay payong, dagan mo sa tunga". I did what she said. While I was running towards the center, I saw him...still clueless of what was happening. I suddenly changed direction. I was running towards him. I wanted to help him.

When I finally reached him, I grabbed his right wrist. I wanted to bring him along with me to the center. His hand slipped and in a second, I felt our hands held tightly just like how lovers hold theirs. Hand in hand we ran. It was like heaven. I wished the feeling would not end. I felt secured, loved and cared by him. I didn't want to let go of his hand. He held my hand real tight.

Reaching the center he said, "I can do this if I have you!" I didn't know what to feel.

We stopped running and find ourselves in the middle of the ballroom dance floor, dancing a sweet, romantic tune. I rested my head on his shoulder. I felt his warmth. He held on me tight.

I wanted to see his face so I pulled my head back. He gave me one deceiving smile...the smile I really missed. He whispered, "I missed you." I just smiled back.

A moment after, I find myself in bed. It was just a dream...a really wonderful dream. Indeed, I miss him..I miss my best friend so much!!! I tried to get back to sleep hoping that I will be dreaming the same dream. But I didn't.


I want to dance with him. I want to see him. I miss him!!!

It was never the same

I'm in love right now...and this time "he" got what it takes to be my "man" (char!!!) But I'm still afraid. We're both busy and we hardly have time to chitchat... We do hang out...and yuh, It is only for sometimes but it's worth it coz those were sweet and romantic moments...(everlasting!!!!)..weeeeeeee....

But here's my problem..I want him to be with me always..I mean, I know I'm being possessive but...I'm missing him so much...

I have opened this issue (?) to him but he said the solution would be to get married (????....wwwwwaaaaa... I'm still not ready for that..). I'm too young for that...What would I do????

hehehehhe... la lang ko mabuhat nasad so..nagsuwatsuwat kow...weeeeee..... bye bye